Boy, u caught me off guard. U blew me away.
Eventhough at times, u're so unpredictable.
Nonetheless, I still love you anyway.
Baby, you're just so irresistable.

Imy boy. I really2 do. You touched my heart & soul.
When you were there to brush these tears from my cheeks.
When you were there to hug me in your warm arms.
I shall nvr forget that moment. & I thank you for that.

I love you boy... & I miss you...
Blogged @ 12:03 AM
Aqeeda

I hate myself. Why am I feeling these way?
Why am I just feeling more hurt day by day?
C'mon Qida. Wake up. You can't be with any guy.
You're simply not good enough for any guy.
U're just another passerby in his life.

I kept on crying & crying. What's wrong with me?
Damn myself. I should not like or love anyone.
That's it. Haiz. I ain't no good to have anyone's love.
Blogged @ 12:27 AM
Aqeeda

Why is it so hard to forget him?
Unlike some other of my ex-es.
I still remember the memories we were together.
How we were being crazy together.
How he helped out in my school work.
How he taught my niece.
Every lil thing he did for me, I cherished it till now.

He's one of those who accepted me the way I am.
Some of my ex-es asked me not to be my crazy self when I'm with them.
Others, just ignore me when I'm being my crazy self.
But with him, he's being crazy with me. He doesn't care what ppl think.
He brings me to know his friends & all. Oh god.
Why are these tears rolling down again? I still love him so much.
Pls give me strength to go through this. I want to move on.

Why is he still treating me like a gf when he meets me?
When he is the one who wanted the break-up?
Blogged @ 6:55 PM
Aqeeda