Okay, here's my update. (:
Last week, I went for the Marriage course with him.
We were both nervous at first especially the morning session.
However, the evening session was much more relaxed.
Oh yes, we took the course in a private academy.
So we need to attend only one session & that's it.
& that cost us $300 including our 2 certificates of course.

Just a few days ago, he bought me a simple ring.
Fairuz did helped out to decide which design.
I was quite happy but worry over the big financial issue.
So in short, today, his mum & himself is coming over later.
You know, to talk about marriage issues & stuff.
So I will update more once it's confirm okay?

Lotsa Love. <3
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Aqeeda

Well, here I am, back again after 2months.

The reasons for not updating, busy or just plain lazy.

Okay, right now, I am really down.

So before these tears really begin to control me,

I should as well, start typing and let it out.



I don't know why am I so XTRA emotional the past few days.

Is it because of PMS or just because I was expecting too much?

I was obviously counting to my birthday since last month.

I thought I will be able to celebrate it at least with someone.

Anyone. Family, friends. Doesn't have to be someone special.



But well, to my own disappointment, none.

I know I'm used to not celebrating it.

But hey, I do have feelings. I do want to feel special.

It's been like years since I really went out and celebrate my birthday.



I really wanted this to be special. Since it's my 21st.

I purposely made no plans. Just in case.

But all I did was I went to school for my OA & phonics course.

I went home after that. Still having no plans.

Wiwik & Sakinah did gave me a surprise at the MRT.

Still, it didn't managed to bring my spirits up again.



I went home. Mum was there watching TV as usual.

I couldn't be bothered anymore. Cos I was on the verge of crying.

So I just locked up my room & sleep the whole evening.

Woke up at night to watch my favourite show & eat.

I went back to my room & tried to sleep but failed to do so.

I kept on thinking & thinking till about 2+am.


I felt so NOT special. To even anyone.
Even he, did not make any time for me. Haish.
So here I am, wishing myself a 'HAPPY' 21st birthday 2days ago.
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Aqeeda